Waiting lifelong
By Zaur Suleymanov
I'm alone since you've gone
Do you remember when I sang this song
"Close your eyes and give me your hand,
Do you feel my heart beating"...that's for you and
My eyes full of tears, when I hear this sound
Whenever I look, I see you all around
I can't get along without you any more
But I have to keep on living so more
Listen baby, I had no other choice
I know you'll see and understand once
Who really I am, and you'll ask one time
Did I feel always that you are mine
And why I am gone far away one time
You'll be confused why these all been done
Then I'll explain you why I had to be lone
You wanna answers looking to my eyes
Waiting for every word, to know real cause
I'll tell you everything that you ought to know
Everything which caused you to leave me now
I wrote this verse first day I lost you
And I hope one time I will give it to you
Just read it all, you need to know it
Why I left you even if I didn't want it
I had to do so, sweetie, you gotta know
Because I had no any other way to go
I loved you so much ever, even now
Just know it! Just know it, and nothing any more
You couldn't realize then anything what is done
You weren't able to know what's goin on
I write this verse not knowing even you
Will read this all, stay or try to go
My everything, I keep each memory of you
Which I lived, felt and shared with you
Now I got anymore nothing to dream
What I can do now, is just only scream
'Cause I feel your smell on my every cell
I feel so old and sole in my small cell
My hatch is cold and dirty, I wanna leave it
It is just a ruin, if you aren't in it
Everything reminds you, when I look around it
I dream of you, sitting on my bed
Trying to get busy, but I can't forget
I can't do with myself, I can't look back
I just bear when you one time will be back
To hug me, to jump and embrace me
I'll explain how it all happened sweetie
I'll be waiting for your coming from now on
And I'll keep living my life so on
Sorry please forgive me, baby, just wait
I'll tell you what everything you need
But anyhow, anyway and by all means
Just know one, who is writing to you this
Will love you every single time, sweetie
Not expecting, whether you gonna love me
Still loving despite all happenings at all
I know you aren't guilty, you are innocent
Your little heart is pure, do not be upset
Your heart is clean, don't get it dirty
Don't let anyone who is going hurt it
I'll come to you if you once want it
I don't want this life to spoil your spirit
I'll come to, I'll find you, my sweet candy
We'll be together once, I promise baby
I kiss you even if you're away from me
Try to keep it real, life is sweet and nasty
It doesn't come true, every of your willing
We are not strong to judge every minute
We'll see each other sooner or later
Don't forget, I will ever love you dear
Remember my words, I will tell you now
I'll be yours and you'll be mine somehow
We'll walk to those places once again
Where we walked with... But we cant live again
Every lost moments that we left back
By my sweet darling, I'll come soon back